stupid life

人生几何，人生的无奈和人生的追踪。成为小女子的我难道休息的空间也不能够吗？一群俗人。。。读这么多书还以为自己很厉害。玩一下游戏会死啊。。。哥哥跟嫂子没有两样都是俗人一个。平常就说自己很忙，就专门监视我。我想好了一个礼拜不上facebook可是我的组员是要在facebook详谈的。该死的哥哥。。无情无义之人。喜欢打小报告。卑鄙无耻。做了好事情也不被人欣赏，做坏事就讲到到处都是。人类啊。。。实在是无情。这么远也要监视我。真的是没事做。我实在不想要回我的家乡。不被人纪念的地方。上帝啊。。。不是我要记仇恨是他们带给我的压力太大了。就连睡觉都发恶梦。这是为什么呢？难道不能够让我独自生活吗？非要监视我不可。我心里越来越不平衡了。这是为什么？我甚至不敢跟我哥哥沟通了甚至不敢问他任何问题。为什么？我的老毛病又犯了。我也不敢跟我亲爱的诉说免得造成他的压力。

life in uk

I arrive leeds on 23 of January 2012. The life here is much so different in Malaysia. There is once i live at my brother's for 2 weeks, the feelings that bring to me is that my sister in law is very fussy of us using her water and electricity. I was feeling unhappy about that. As my days or my life in leeds go on, i feel that i have a lot of things to adapt. Thank God that He lead my life since i was a teenager until now. The suffering that i have is just a minor things to God. Sometimes parents influences is much more impact on us. The culture here is much more different. We finally have reach our aim to be together with my boyfriend.